Healing

Wow I don't even know what to say about this, but it's just something I can't express in words and am really ashamed of. 

I've always been at a battle with depression, when I started expressing it when I was younger I was told not to say anything about it because nobody would love someone who was always sad, and I should just 'be happy' and 'put on a smile'. I've learned slowly that it's okay to talk to people but still struggle, even now it's really hard to talk about, but I just don't want to feel like I need to hide it, since nobody should need to silently suffer. And I'm really sick of seeing so many people like me just hold it in because they're afraid of being left behind because of it. And a lot of time, these kind of things make me jump to conclusions and will incite a littler anger and I'll lash out and people, and I'm really sorry for all the people I've hurt and all those I'm prone to hurt in the future.

But I'm happy to say that the worst part is over, and I'm starting to heal. And I really thank everyone for sticking with me, it means a lot ;w;